Hey, well my journey has been interesting lately.... im back from Renfrew Center for eating disorders in the lovley state of Philedelphia... Oh how I loved it there, weight gain, panic attacks, and many many tears. Well I went through the system, left on locked bathrooms, sharps restriction, behavioral bedrest.... needless to say, Renfrew, not exactly the right prgram for me haha. Though i have to say, I did meet some great friends there, talking, smoking, skipping group, yeah we were regular badasses... that is until it came down to the meals, pulling eachother out of the bathrooms, running around taking away sharp objects, picking the locks on the bathroom door, oh how desprete we eating disordered children get. If it wasnt me, it might even be comical, but as of now, I am out of the hospital and plopped right back where i was a month or two ago, back at school, back at home, back in therapy haha. I'm doing alright so far, not so much purging, but more reverting back to my anorexic and self-harming tendencys...arent i fucked up? lets see.... eating disordered, bisexual, self-injuring, vegetarian..... yup, thats me :). Well, right now, working on rocking this whole "recovery" thingie they keep talking about, and hey, maybe someday ill be the next Jenni Schafear... but for now.... I think ill just sip at my drink of choice...Ensure on the rocks.... yum, my favorite!
-Sierra <3
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