I start treatment tommorow... Im so fucking scared its not even funny... im eating just about anything in my house... peanut butter..anything. But there nothing, i feel like shit and i cant control myself. My stomach hurts i need to purge... i hve to, its not an option. Will treatment be able to help me? My optimism is slipping away with each oreo i eat. :'(.... help me please, i cant take this life anymore
-Sierra <3
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ReplyDeleteHey Sierra,
ReplyDeleteYou are SO not alone. I wanna stay posted on how your outpatient treatment goes. Mine starts this Monday- terrified.
Hang in there!
Thnx... good to know at least someone out there is like me... (ps. the first day of treatment isnt as bad as i thought...the worst part is the meals :/..but its not complete hell...wishing you luck :) )
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