woot woot! DAY 3

Well they say good things cme in threes right? Eh, i beg to differ. My first binge this week, not my first purging session by far, but still, i used to be losing control EVERDAY, so its an improvement. For once my positive thinking worked! The vitals were MUCH better than yesterday... they were really worried about my blood pressure, but im glad its back up, it was probably just screwed from my horrible weekend. Dreading going back to the IOL tommorow, I really feel the need to restrict, feeling quite, large from eating so much in treatment... 6 meals a day for me until i get my vitals back to, well at least higher than they are now, uggg. Went on a mini-binge, so im happy i could hold back at least a little bit, wohoo! Well anyways i met the rest of the girls in treatment, but its really werid, one is 20-something, and i swear she could pass for 12 or 13... i dont want that to happen to me... i love my boobs, i dont want them to go! I'm one of the only girls who hasnt been in inpatient yet, and I'm the youngest though not by much, but yeah, treatment is going okay, day 4, here i come....