Wednesday, March 10, 2010

Woahhh...... im insanneeee

Well its official.... im leaving the IOL... actually today was my last day, and ima miss all the girls there... everyone has been really supportive. Im coming to realize that maybe going resdidential will be good for me... it will definatly be good to be miles away from my family right about now haha. Well i cant really bring myself to start packing right now... it would make it too official, which i know is stupid considering I leave for the Renfrew Center tommorow. But, as you know im the expert at avoiding :)... so hopefully ill be able to get some sleep tonight... and find a place to hide my "contraband" for the center ((hey..never sai i was gonna be perfect haha))

-Sierra <3

Thursday, March 4, 2010

Struggling....

Well i thought the intensive out-patient program would be more than enough help for me.... turns out even with the addition of a little prozac, im still struggling to eat my meal plan at home.... so im being transfered to a residential program... the full effect hasnt really hit me yet, but i know that this just isnt enough for my ED. Im kinda scared to be living away from home ad in a mental hospital no less....but im not even sure, ive just been getting worse and worse so this could be a change for the better :/