Saturday, August 21, 2010

Ive got Ana in my head, Recovery in my heart, and nada in my stomache

... Another great day in the life of Sierra, Ive got a cold, in the summer. So, major headaches, and otherwise not feeling great. Just got back from my little cousins house... Ate aplenty yesterday, but ana is being a little bitch and creepinnn. Yay for body image issues... eh... whatevvss..speaking of body image, i found a picture of my ana face, which, i dont even know, the only thing i get triggered by is my ana body, this just grosses me out, like, i cant belive i used to look like that sort of thing. And yet, im still on a weight-loss trend, you can see how ana's logic makes absolutely sense. I really dont wanna be back in the hospital but, you know how it is... at least the mia side of my disorder has been pretty much absent, she only comes around when stuff is going on now, which is nice... I hate her vicious cycle... plus she does absolultley nada in terms of weight-loss.



Ugh, Im an idiot... just checked my BMI (i know, shoot me)... Im at 19.4 right now... wtf... this is not normal! Ugh... i wanna be like a maximum of 18.5... thats totally healthy... and thats only five pounds less :)... I know i know, Im just a hot mess with ED latley, but, i dont feel like this is a relapse, only a little lapse in my better judgement...

 
-Sierra <3


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