Sunday, August 1, 2010

I am NOT ED...

Hmm... sunday, nice outside, plenty of teenagers to hangout with, and what am i doing? Oh yeah, writing a blog.  Well, as you can see from my last posts my day was quite bipolar, probably having to do with the fact im PMSing for the first time in 6 months, along with not taking my meds... sooo.. add the two together and vola, you get an extremley emotionally unstable Sierra! So yeah, ended up having to go back on my anxiety medication which is a total bummer, because I really dont wanna have to rely on medication to keep me even remotley sane.

Another contributing factor to my recent bursts of craziness have been the stress of drama... leave it on highschool to call a girl who spent almost 5 months in and out  (mostly in) of hospitals an "anorexic slut".... whatever, I'm fucking bisexual, shoot me! It does not mean im a slut, and anorexic... is a disease, not a fucking insult. Ugh, sometimes i really hate people. Of course, I dont blame them for thinking what they do, I mean, i guess i havent exactly shown myself to be exactly a normal individual, crazy scars, panicking at grocery stores... but still.

But, in unrelated blogger news, as you may have noticed i gave my blog a little facelift because well, i realised, this blog is all about ED and yes, when i started this ED was my whole life, but now, I have some of my life back, and so I'm making this blog yes about my struggles with ED but also about me, because I, am not just an ana, I now realise I and all the rest of us, ana, and mia, are so much more, even if we dont feel like it. And yeah, let me tell yah, i sure dont feel like it, but, if everyone is telling me so, i guess there must be just a little truth to it haha.


Speaking of me, went to the beach with a friend of mine and yes, i wore a bikini! wohoo... maybe i can shut ED up, if only for a few hours ---->

2 comments:

  1. That's so harsh of those high school girls. I hate people that use our diseases against us.

    Congrats on wearing a bikini :D

    xxx

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